is it because i lied when i was seventeen?

ten resons i know i'm getting depressed:
1. i am tired all the time, nothing can fix it
2. sleeping on the couch seems a much better option than getting up and going all the way into the bedroom
3. salt and vinegar crisps (or six rum balls) are viable meal options
4. driving fast with the top down and music blaring holds no appeal
5. i can't bear to go out, because i can't deal with other people and i feel guilty when i break dates 6. my skin has packed in
7. even showering or brushing my teeth is too much effort
8. i'm thirsty all the time
9. my arms feel heavy
10. i'd rather be at home with the curtains drawn and crap telly on.